I felt much better after yesterday. At least, I felt Dardar's love?
Hehe... The afternoon after the post was out, he went online to read it. He said I couldnt talk to him and I stopped writing in our common diary so he had to go online to check my blog to know what I was doing/thinking/feeling...
Touched... Very very touched by the efforts he made... He said no matter what, I must tell him. He said no matter how tired he was, I can always poke him up from sleep to help. But... How can I bear to do that?