A new system was implemented due to the unhappiness of the management with our stock levels. Haiz... More paperworks before... And after. Lol... Found out that I am more calm and collected when responding to stress now. That should be a good sign... ^-^ I am learning to cope.
Grandaunt had her operation on Wednesday. It was a success and she was discharged on the day itself. Alex, Serene and me went to see that night. Bought her a bottle of tonic wine and a box of chicken essence. She was really happy to see us and we were glad to see that she was alright.
As for my mum, she will be informed on Monday when she needs to go for the biopsy. Went to take her report on Wednesday but the doctor was too busy to fix an appointment with her then. Hope all's well...
Friday, March 31, 2006
Saturday, March 25, 2006
When Things Seem So Wrong
By: John Klass
When you’re in doubt
Trying to keep all fears out
The tears you hide
You’ll only cry inside
*Things happen for a reason
It isn’t easy to accept
You think all hope is gone
But it really hasn’t left*
**When things seem so wrong
You’ve got to hang on
Just pick up the pieces
And look right ahead
Don’t give up cause instead
Things aren’t so wrong**
When the road ahead
Seems so uncertain
And all you do
Seems to crumble & fall
(Repeat * & **)
Troubles, they’ll come and go
Tho’ the mem’ries will last
If you stay right on hurtin’
Time will still pass
(Repeat **)
When you’re in doubt
Trying to keep all fears out
The tears you hide
You’ll only cry inside
*Things happen for a reason
It isn’t easy to accept
You think all hope is gone
But it really hasn’t left*
**When things seem so wrong
You’ve got to hang on
Just pick up the pieces
And look right ahead
Don’t give up cause instead
Things aren’t so wrong**
When the road ahead
Seems so uncertain
And all you do
Seems to crumble & fall
(Repeat * & **)
Troubles, they’ll come and go
Tho’ the mem’ries will last
If you stay right on hurtin’
Time will still pass
(Repeat **)
Sunday, March 19, 2006
My Birthday Tarot Read
I checked my mails and found that tarot.com was offering me a free birthday tarot read. Why not, I guess... ^-^
Self: Nine of Swords
Take time to honor your feelings as you heal from devastating circumstances. Allow yourself to look forward to the future with optimism.
The card in the Self position reveals aspects of how you perceive yourself right now.
The Nine of Swords in this position portrays a person suffering the lonely grief of abandonment or bereavement, and perhaps a sense of panic due to loss of power and position. Overcome with feelings of helplessness, he or she is beset with fear of what might happen next.
No matter what may have happened in your situation, all meaning is not lost from life. You can and will recover from setbacks. To do so, you must overcome pessimism. As you recover from misfortune, you will see the way clear before you. Give yourself time to explore your feelings, and you will awaken tomorrow with confidence in the future.
Situation: Four of Cups
The situation contains potential. You will need a strong, clear sense of direction in order to fulfill it.
The card that lands in the Situation position refers to social or circumstantial factors which could be affecting your life at this time.
When the Four of Cups is in this position, your situation is filled with possibilities not yet activated. Vast potential is languishing, taking a nap in the sun as it were. Something exciting, focusing or catalytic is required to get things moving in the direction of fulfillment.
The situation is begging for direction or a new statement of purpose. This is both good and bad. On the upside, anything is possible; all the raw ingredients for success are in place. On the other side, without leadership and a clear goal, the results are likely to be unfocused and chaotic.
Look inside yourself to get a sense of whether you are the hand bringing in the fiery cup or whether you are the one witnessing an opportunity that is waiting to happen.
Challenges/ Opportunities: The Hermit
Abandon distractions and external pursuits in favor of an inner work.
The card that lands in the Challenges/Opportunities position refers to ways that you can turn obstacles into stepping stones.
When the Hermit is in this position, go inward and indulge the contemplative monk or nun within you, the mystic that wants to be left alone with her meditations. This is your challenge. If you can pull yourself away from all superficial distractions and relationship concerns, you may receive some important guidance or insight. This card is suggesting that the hermit part of you is ready to be engaged.
Such a deeply gratifying experience involves sacrifice. The usual entertainments and comforts must be let go of for the period of time while you are tapping into Spirit. Relationships don't have to suffer, however, if you simply make known your need for some private time to recharge your batteries.
Foundation: Ten of Coins
Learn to be objective about whatever privileges you enjoy.
The card in the Foundation position points to influences from your personal history, your roots and background.
The Ten of Coins in this position suggests a background or history in which you were exposed to the graces of the "good life," and your assumptions about the world are to some degree shaped by the feeling that this place of privilege is your natural right.
It is not necessary for you to have grown up wealthy to acquire this feeling of security and protection, but you did learn that there are ways to make a significant achievement if you want to. Objectivity is important right now given the activities you are about to undertake. Get to know the bias that is built into you, not because it's a problem but because it may create some contrast between you and the other players involved and tend to color the energy around you. It's possible that your destiny is to be a bridge between various strata and classes of society.
Recent Past: Nine of Wands
Focus on creating a success that transforms the quality of your life.
The card in the Recent Past position refers to events that are just departing, recently influential but now diminishing in power.
When the Nine of Wands is in this position, a period of taxing demands and exhaustion has just come to a close. Even though something may have been achieved, there was an emotional and physical cost. Analyze recent events, and see if there is a way to do the same thing next time with less struggle and anguish.
As we mature, we gain the acumen to work smarter, not harder. Use the most natural means to achieve your goals. Depend less upon raw willpower and aggression. Focus on creating a success that produces a better quality of life. Let your energy be freed up for more aesthetic and spiritual pursuits.
Higher Power: Knight of Coins
You are in a position to infuse a situation with optimism and can-do energy.
The card in the Higher Power position reflects the broader perspective and influence of your conscience, Guardian Angel, inner wisdom.
The Knight of Coins (in some decks, The Prince) in this position indicates a person who brings the energy of renewal and optimism to a situation. Nobody can replace your rock solid commitment to delivering the goods and completing the task. You have a powerful sense of confidence that you have whatever it takes.
If you can instill this kind of self-assurance in those around you, not only will you have saved the situation but you will also have powerfully impacted their lives. When the spotlight falls on you, accept it. It's not just your reward, it's a way of keeping blessings and benefits flowing to future generations.
Near Future: Four of Wands
Keep yourself open and receptive to the significant people you are about to encounter.
The card in the Near Future position indicates which way the wind is blowing with regard to your situation. If you follow the Advice card, however, you can improve on or neutralize tendencies.
When the Four of Wands is in this position, the talent needed to fulfill your vision is beginning to come together. Be confident that the process has been set in motion. Pivotal colleagues may soon step forward so you can meet, trade notes and define the work you will share.
The power of these new connections may lift you out of obscurity and onto a path of high achievement. So be prepared to confidently display your skills ... and this may be a great time to welcome capable peers. Don't neglect the opportunity to remain open and direct to attract like-minded souls you may be proud to be seen with.
Blocks & Inhibitions: Seven of Wands
Diminish the influence that fear or other negative emotions have over you; take action now.
The card in the Blocks position points to self-undermining tendencies, areas where you could be in denial, where you could get stuck -- unless you examine yourself and make some corrections.
When the Seven of Wands falls in this position, fear can get in the way of successfully achieving a goal, overcoming competition or proving your worth. Perhaps you are feeling at odds with the idea of success. When you awaken to the power this block can have over you, you can stay alert to it and diminish its influence.
It's not necessary to regret your feelings -- just don't let them incapacitate you. When action is required, get busy and make something happen. There is no excuse for not taking charge, even if you have mixed emotions about having to do so.
Allies: Ten of Cups
Confer with the ones who love you. They probably have the ideas or answers you need.
The card in the Allies position points to people who can be supportive or helpful to you at this time.
The Ten of Cups in this position suggests your immediate circle of family and friends comprises a pool of talent swirling around you. Whatever you need in the way of help, support, mentoring or advice is readily available. The talents they possess may be exactly what is needed for you to consummate your achievements.
You don't have to look to faraway experts or some elevated authority for the encouragement you seek. Don't underestimate your close associates -- they embody a deep well of skillfulness. Take a good look at what they have to offer. The rewards are close at hand.
Advice: Six of Wands
Fearlessly act on your convictions and others will be inspired to support your ideals.
The card in the Advice position suggests a course of action which will harmonize what you want with what is currently possible.
The Six of Wands in this position advises taking action on your most burning and passionate convictions, no matter what the social consequences. Continue to articulate and define yourself in light of the torch you are carrying. This inspires others to conceive some new ideas of their own.
You may find yourself becoming something of a leader. Usually the first person to break away from conventional thought is the one to define a new trend. Under the circumstances, there is a solid need for a fresh voice and vision -- so make your move. Those around you who are ready for change will support your leadership.
Long-term Potential: Eight of Wands
You have the capacity and will to become the master of a fertile and bountiful endeavor.
The card in the Long-term Potential position points to unknowns still taking shape. It is the "wild card" yet to be played.
When the Eight of Wands is in this position, your persistence has the potential to produce splendid artistry that would reflect not only your ideals but also society's cherished values. You can create an environment in which others can feel their highest, most expansive and optimistic selves.
Your level of skill matches your ambition to organize, supervise and accomplish such a large endeavor. Your energy and enthusiasm are contagious and can draw others in to enjoy the benefits.
Self: Nine of Swords
Take time to honor your feelings as you heal from devastating circumstances. Allow yourself to look forward to the future with optimism.
The card in the Self position reveals aspects of how you perceive yourself right now.
The Nine of Swords in this position portrays a person suffering the lonely grief of abandonment or bereavement, and perhaps a sense of panic due to loss of power and position. Overcome with feelings of helplessness, he or she is beset with fear of what might happen next.
No matter what may have happened in your situation, all meaning is not lost from life. You can and will recover from setbacks. To do so, you must overcome pessimism. As you recover from misfortune, you will see the way clear before you. Give yourself time to explore your feelings, and you will awaken tomorrow with confidence in the future.
Situation: Four of Cups
The situation contains potential. You will need a strong, clear sense of direction in order to fulfill it.
The card that lands in the Situation position refers to social or circumstantial factors which could be affecting your life at this time.
When the Four of Cups is in this position, your situation is filled with possibilities not yet activated. Vast potential is languishing, taking a nap in the sun as it were. Something exciting, focusing or catalytic is required to get things moving in the direction of fulfillment.
The situation is begging for direction or a new statement of purpose. This is both good and bad. On the upside, anything is possible; all the raw ingredients for success are in place. On the other side, without leadership and a clear goal, the results are likely to be unfocused and chaotic.
Look inside yourself to get a sense of whether you are the hand bringing in the fiery cup or whether you are the one witnessing an opportunity that is waiting to happen.
Challenges/ Opportunities: The Hermit
Abandon distractions and external pursuits in favor of an inner work.
The card that lands in the Challenges/Opportunities position refers to ways that you can turn obstacles into stepping stones.
When the Hermit is in this position, go inward and indulge the contemplative monk or nun within you, the mystic that wants to be left alone with her meditations. This is your challenge. If you can pull yourself away from all superficial distractions and relationship concerns, you may receive some important guidance or insight. This card is suggesting that the hermit part of you is ready to be engaged.
Such a deeply gratifying experience involves sacrifice. The usual entertainments and comforts must be let go of for the period of time while you are tapping into Spirit. Relationships don't have to suffer, however, if you simply make known your need for some private time to recharge your batteries.
Foundation: Ten of Coins
Learn to be objective about whatever privileges you enjoy.
The card in the Foundation position points to influences from your personal history, your roots and background.
The Ten of Coins in this position suggests a background or history in which you were exposed to the graces of the "good life," and your assumptions about the world are to some degree shaped by the feeling that this place of privilege is your natural right.
It is not necessary for you to have grown up wealthy to acquire this feeling of security and protection, but you did learn that there are ways to make a significant achievement if you want to. Objectivity is important right now given the activities you are about to undertake. Get to know the bias that is built into you, not because it's a problem but because it may create some contrast between you and the other players involved and tend to color the energy around you. It's possible that your destiny is to be a bridge between various strata and classes of society.
Recent Past: Nine of Wands
Focus on creating a success that transforms the quality of your life.
The card in the Recent Past position refers to events that are just departing, recently influential but now diminishing in power.
When the Nine of Wands is in this position, a period of taxing demands and exhaustion has just come to a close. Even though something may have been achieved, there was an emotional and physical cost. Analyze recent events, and see if there is a way to do the same thing next time with less struggle and anguish.
As we mature, we gain the acumen to work smarter, not harder. Use the most natural means to achieve your goals. Depend less upon raw willpower and aggression. Focus on creating a success that produces a better quality of life. Let your energy be freed up for more aesthetic and spiritual pursuits.
Higher Power: Knight of Coins
You are in a position to infuse a situation with optimism and can-do energy.
The card in the Higher Power position reflects the broader perspective and influence of your conscience, Guardian Angel, inner wisdom.
The Knight of Coins (in some decks, The Prince) in this position indicates a person who brings the energy of renewal and optimism to a situation. Nobody can replace your rock solid commitment to delivering the goods and completing the task. You have a powerful sense of confidence that you have whatever it takes.
If you can instill this kind of self-assurance in those around you, not only will you have saved the situation but you will also have powerfully impacted their lives. When the spotlight falls on you, accept it. It's not just your reward, it's a way of keeping blessings and benefits flowing to future generations.
Near Future: Four of Wands
Keep yourself open and receptive to the significant people you are about to encounter.
The card in the Near Future position indicates which way the wind is blowing with regard to your situation. If you follow the Advice card, however, you can improve on or neutralize tendencies.
When the Four of Wands is in this position, the talent needed to fulfill your vision is beginning to come together. Be confident that the process has been set in motion. Pivotal colleagues may soon step forward so you can meet, trade notes and define the work you will share.
The power of these new connections may lift you out of obscurity and onto a path of high achievement. So be prepared to confidently display your skills ... and this may be a great time to welcome capable peers. Don't neglect the opportunity to remain open and direct to attract like-minded souls you may be proud to be seen with.
Blocks & Inhibitions: Seven of Wands
Diminish the influence that fear or other negative emotions have over you; take action now.
The card in the Blocks position points to self-undermining tendencies, areas where you could be in denial, where you could get stuck -- unless you examine yourself and make some corrections.
When the Seven of Wands falls in this position, fear can get in the way of successfully achieving a goal, overcoming competition or proving your worth. Perhaps you are feeling at odds with the idea of success. When you awaken to the power this block can have over you, you can stay alert to it and diminish its influence.
It's not necessary to regret your feelings -- just don't let them incapacitate you. When action is required, get busy and make something happen. There is no excuse for not taking charge, even if you have mixed emotions about having to do so.
Allies: Ten of Cups
Confer with the ones who love you. They probably have the ideas or answers you need.
The card in the Allies position points to people who can be supportive or helpful to you at this time.
The Ten of Cups in this position suggests your immediate circle of family and friends comprises a pool of talent swirling around you. Whatever you need in the way of help, support, mentoring or advice is readily available. The talents they possess may be exactly what is needed for you to consummate your achievements.
You don't have to look to faraway experts or some elevated authority for the encouragement you seek. Don't underestimate your close associates -- they embody a deep well of skillfulness. Take a good look at what they have to offer. The rewards are close at hand.
Advice: Six of Wands
Fearlessly act on your convictions and others will be inspired to support your ideals.
The card in the Advice position suggests a course of action which will harmonize what you want with what is currently possible.
The Six of Wands in this position advises taking action on your most burning and passionate convictions, no matter what the social consequences. Continue to articulate and define yourself in light of the torch you are carrying. This inspires others to conceive some new ideas of their own.
You may find yourself becoming something of a leader. Usually the first person to break away from conventional thought is the one to define a new trend. Under the circumstances, there is a solid need for a fresh voice and vision -- so make your move. Those around you who are ready for change will support your leadership.
Long-term Potential: Eight of Wands
You have the capacity and will to become the master of a fertile and bountiful endeavor.
The card in the Long-term Potential position points to unknowns still taking shape. It is the "wild card" yet to be played.
When the Eight of Wands is in this position, your persistence has the potential to produce splendid artistry that would reflect not only your ideals but also society's cherished values. You can create an environment in which others can feel their highest, most expansive and optimistic selves.
Your level of skill matches your ambition to organize, supervise and accomplish such a large endeavor. Your energy and enthusiasm are contagious and can draw others in to enjoy the benefits.
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Slowdown Therapy
1. Slow down. You are not responsible for doing it all yourself, right now.
2. Remember a happy, peaceful time in your past. Rest there. Each moment has richness that takes a lifetime to savor.
3. Set your own pace. When someone is pushing you, it's OK to tell them they're pushing.
4. Take nothing for granted: watch water flow, the corn grow, the leaves blow, your neighbor mow.
5. Taste your food. Nature provides it to delight as well as to nourish.
6. Notice the sun and the moon as they rise and set. They are remarkable for their steady pattern of movement, not their speed.
7. Quit planning how you're going to use what you know, learn, or possess. Your gifts just are; be grateful and their purpose will be clear.
8. When you talk with someone, don't think about what you'll say next. Thoughts will spring up naturally if you let them.
9. Talk and play with children. It will bring out the unhurried little person inside you.
10. Create a place in your home, at your work, in your heart where you can go for quiet and recollection. You deserve it.
11. Allow yourself time to be lazy and unproductive. Rest isn't luxury; it's a necessity.
12. Listen to the wind blow. It carries a message of yesterday and tomorrow-and now. NOW counts.
13. Rest on your laurels. They bring comfort whatever their size, age, or condition.
14. Talk slower. Talk less. Don't talk. Communication isn't measured by words.
15. Give yourself permission to be late sometimes. Life is for living, not scheduling.
16. Listen to the song of a bird; the complete song. Music and nature are gifts, but only if you are willing to receive them.
17. Take time just to think. Action is good and necessary, but it's fruitful only if we muse, ponder, and mull.
18. Make time for play - the things you like to do. Whatever your age, your inner child needs re-creation.
19. Watch and listen to the night sky. It speaks.
20. Listen to the words you speak, especially in prayer.
21. Learn to stand back and let others take their turn as leaders. There will always be new opportunities for you to step out in front again.
22. Divide big jobs into little jobs.
23. When you find yourself rushing and anxious, stop. Ask yourself "WHY?" you are rushing and anxious. The reasons may improve your self-understanding.
24. Take time to read. Thoughtful reading is enriching reading.
25. Direct your life with purposeful choices, not with speed and efficiency. The best musician is one who plays with expression and meaning, not the one who finishes first.
26. Take a day off alone; make a retreat. You can learn from monks and hermits without becoming one.
27. Pet a furry friend. You will give and get the gift of now.
28. Work with your hands. It frees the mind.
29. Take time to wonder. Without wonder, life is merely existence.
30. Sit in the dark. It will teach you to see and hear, taste and smell.
31. Once in a while, turn down the lights, the volume, the throttle, the invitations. Less really can be more.
32. Let go. Nothing is usually the hardest thing to do - but often it is the best.
33. Take a walk-but don't go anywhere. If you walk just to get somewhere, you sacrifice the walking.
34. Count your friends. If you have one, you are lucky. If you have more, you are blessed. Bless them in return.
35. Count your blessings - one at a time and slowly.
~~ Author Unknown ~~