Had started work for a few weeks now... Honestly, I didnt know if I like to stay at home and look after the children like during my maternity leave or went back to work. Been such a fussy baby Little Tungtung was that I didnt mind going back to work. At least, it gave me a break? However, at the end of the day, coming home and needed to continue looking after them was killing me... Very lack of adequate rest...
Dardar also very lack of rest... His schools made extra stupid workloads for its teachers, taxing out the already shorted handed PA crews by renting out their performance theatres. How can the teacher-in-charge be missing in actions? Almost everyday OT for rehearsals and actual performances...
Understanding what he was going through, I tried to refrain from asking his help whenever I can. But I was a mere human too... My inside was screaming... Wondered who heard? Been doing a lot of retail therapy to counter... Never in my whole life did I spend so much money as I did now...
Another way was to go back Sengkang on my own and did a full workout, cleaning the house. It gave me some time for myself as well as did something useful? Sometimes really too tired out to want to work...
I rearranged things on my office desk as well. Hopefully, it will replenish/refresh the energy I needed. Things had been nice and slow so far but it will/was picking up. Next week will be my OT week as well as 3 shipments planned for the week.
What was wrong with me? Nothing felt right...