Given my characters, I not only want to do my job but also to do my job well but I found that impossible... We had near to a hundred vessels, Sir. So many so many things, big or small...
Cried in the office twice... Once in the morning when I told HOD that I cannot cope with the workload, things will definitely be delayed and not attended to. I will not be responsible if that happens?
The second time when my superintendent, Capt AZM came over to talk to me when people were knocking off. He said I was losing my smile. Am too stress to smile...