Wondered what is wrong with me... I keep making stupid mistakes at work and nothing has been smooth. Maybe I should implement a self reward system for myself. Give myself something to look forward to, give myself something to perk me up.
Nothing in life is unconditional I guess... Why? If your own parents are so, what makes you think that others are not? Made me feel so small and worthless. Yar yar yar... Ha! I cannot find any support from them in this tough period. With or without, what is the difference?
I am very blocked. My mind is so blocked that I think it is affecting my work in some way. I made lots of mistakes. This made me even more worried and uncertained. It is like a vicious cycle, cant find any comfort anywhere...