Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Muddled

I am still pretty muddled. After some unknowns have been cleared, some more come along... The feeling I get is hanging in the air and I dont like this kind of feeling... Did he know or did he not know what I am trying to tell him? Is he just asking for reassurances as I thought he is? Right now, he has 'disappeared' again... Maybe, he went back to concentrating on his work again after we have patched up? After all, he sneaked out an awful lots of times during our quarelling periods to write emails. That is simply no good, especially when his boss is around. Or has he gone off for one of his cooling down period because he thought otherwise? Have we or have we not patch up yet?